4 Way Grindheads

by To Hell With Religion

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1.
Grief has demobilized me, and you're not even dead yet. Hearing the words of a broken man break my heart. But this is what happens when you love the world and ignore Christ. Helpless is the man who ignores the savior of the world. When the waves start to spiral, you drown all the faster. I wish there was something more I could do for you, but you already made up your mind. Jesus, I can't help but think what else I can do or could've done differently at this point to help this man out. But, at some point, we all make our own beds. And at some point, your gift of mercy runs out. Jesus, I can't make him believe, and you know everything I've done at this point for him, I release him onto you. Because you know how tired I am. But yet I still can't help but think of what I plan to say at his funeral.
2.
Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love with girl. Girl has troubled past. Boy already has mental issues and self confidence struggles. Girl breaks boys heart. And now boy is killing himself with drugs, alcohol, and self-pity. More than three years have passed and he still looks for the cowards way out. Already tried multiple times, he ramps up for his last hoorah. Claiming he knows what to do this time to end it all. Little does he know the only reason he is still breathing in the first place is God has saved him from himself. To keep him around for his friends and family to still enjoy. That does nothing for him now. He is sick of being a burden to those around him. His life choices make him unable to support himself anymore. Nearly thirty, and living in his friends house with no job to even pay for his own food. He doesn't see the love people have for him. He doesn't see the love God has for him. Not only that, he doubts his existence. Or that his son already paid his price for him in total. As he approaches the end of his life, he goes to put an end to his misery, claiming he will never be happy again. Little does he know how fulfilling a life with Christ will be. This is what happens when you trust in anything on this Earth. This is what happens when you trust in anyone or anything over Christ.
3.
As I sit here wondering in my head what the next few days hold, I am stricken with sadness and relief. Jesus, I know it is not Christ-like of me to admit this, but I will know in the next few days what my future holds. You have blessed me with the resources to help out a friend in dire need, but the well has run dry. When he no longer sees a point to try, things get taxing real fast. Committed to ending his life, but yet the mental institutions release him every time claiming he is no real threat to killing himself. The struggles he has faced the last six months trying to get his life back together have been monumental. It's almost like someone is against him. I can't help but wonder if you are at work in heaven, going out of your way to make him fail. That's just not the God I know. But I'd be lying if I said I don't question what is going on here. God, you owe me no explanation for what is going on, but Lord in Heaven, though he refutes your deity, see what your son is going through. And while I know he is not calling on your name for deliverance, see his efforts. And see how many things oppose him. You died for him, did you not? Why are you making things so impossible for him to fix?

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A EP about a friend of mine who attempted suicide last month for the third time. Whether he is even trying and just looking for attention, or whether God is giving him every opportunity to turn to him, I might never know. What I do know is a life without Jesus is a life not worth living. If you feel hopeless, in any way shape or form. Ask for Jesus into your life. Jesus is the only reason I care to live. If you want to know more about him and what he means to me, please, message me on Bandcamp, because I only have a limited amount of space to describe this and promote the label, also.

Another rancid 4 way split, courtesy of Cultuscopy. Check out the bad boy in full here, and give the rest of the bands your love and support.
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released December 10, 2023

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